~Lucid-Dream~
Saturday, July 31, 2004
 
Ok a better and closer pic of the previous one, was going off le, so took this pic for them. Anyway i'm leaving my blog le also..=p Gd night you're~! Posted by Hello 
 
Haha i also love this pic, the gang is like so zun one, under this huge umbrella.. HAha..(clockwise direction): Wesley, Chan Meng, Scott, Gerald and June Posted by Hello 
 
I love this pic the most~!!!!! After all the pics taken, i think that this is the best. Took this pic at this giant rock saying siloso beach. Swimmers Inc in action: Gerald, Chan Meng, Chin Hwee and Wesley. (From Left to Right) Posted by Hello 
 
Okok one more, same bunch of gang~!! hahaha..think was kinda enthu using my new cam at that time.~=p Posted by Hello 
 
Haha group foto at sentosa, this is when we were going home that time. Nice??=p From left to right: Gerald, Wesley, Chan Meng, Sen Gui, Chin Hwee and Scott Posted by Hello 
  ][tHaNk GoD iT Is OvEr, BuT ThE EnD sTiLl AwAiTs][ Wow~! the social studies test 2day was quite ok la~! i study 4 chapters come out 1 chapter i noe de...cham right~!=p Was having little trobule in the structured questions. Shall not talk much for that le.

After the prelims, went for counter-strike session, 8 people go there haha take the whole row and play. Laughs and shouts surrounded that place. Kept changing map and was damn fun la..chee seng damn skilled man~!! After that went to eat lunch den headed down to bugis junction le. Was there to check out this s.h.e pictorial book. It came out le leh~!!, but if i were to buy, there will not b enough money to buy shoes le. Chan wes and me wanted to buy shoes 2gether, but if buy the book den canot buy shoes le. So nv buy lo, the book another time den buy. Went down to chinatown to look at the shoes.

Was having a huge dilemma over wanna buy Nike or Adidas sneakers. Wah piang, is like cannot decide de lo..v hard to buy a common shoe. Everybody wans a different pair of shoe..So finally, after tries and walks, we finally came over to this shoe, nike de. Den we bought 3 of them~ Not much discount on it..=(. Den after that me went to orchad to meet my family for dinner. Den this is about all le bah for 2day.

Anyway 2day shall feature another flashback le bah~Is another new flashack segment. It tells us about the festival, place of interest or certain occasion. It will still be in the same segment. This time, will be featuring the beach at Sentosa.

~~~~STAN"S FLASHBACK~~~~
Was on a particular saturday, when there was gathering held by somebody, i forgotten le. We were going to sentosa to have a so called "grp outing". Reached there that time, was playing beach soccer for the 1st time. Took this vball and kicked it around. We lost the match against some adults. Had lots of blisters in our legs. Hmm...saw Sen Gui and we made fun of him..haha i still manage to remember that. Had a few group fotos. That was the 1st time i used my camera bah~

Went to swim with the gang and came to this island, we made our symbol and left back for sentosa shores. The water was extremely cold, i asked my family members about it, they said it was becoz it was haunted and bodies od the dead filled the sea bed. Believed that sentence coz when my feet was in the water, it was suddenly damn cold. And currents would like keep pestering my feet. Well, got back safe and sound can le.

After that, went to this small cafe to buy some drinks..GAZOOKS~~!!! Look at the price of the drinks..$2+++ for a can of coke..wah piang, didn;t knew so bought it lor..was damn thirsty after all the salt water we drank in the sea..=p Den after that, i went back le, my whole pants was filled with sands. The rest of the gang stayed and played. Miss it, but it was on a saturday, got family day la~! so sorry~ But hope we will have such outings again in the future.

Ending this will be some memorable fotos being taken there.
 
Friday, July 30, 2004
  ][1 mOrE DaY, LeSs ThAn 24 hOuRs...tHe StArT Of PrEliMs][ "Baby we were maing straight A's, but we were stuck in dumb daze
 Don's take much to memorize ur lies, i feel like been hypnotizited."- School Of Rock- School Of Rock
 
Yea~!! reaching le, less than 24 hours till my social studies prelims. Feeling nervous? Feeling tense? Feeling stress? Dun worry, got study surely that means got put in effort le~! Well..i'm sure this time i studied for it. Hope tml will turn out fine~! I feel that i was kinda last minute de 2day. But will study really hard for N'lvl de..this is juz a test to c where i stand currently.
 
Nth much happen 2day la..played street soccer for a while den went home le, to study social studies. WAhaha i love the preformance by everybody in court 2day. Our class won 5 consecutive matches, wahaha love it~!! got this sense of completion. I went home after 5 matches, hope they won the rest. Was like a very tiring day lo. Went home bathe and was studying for my social studies le. Got notes to revise~~wah piang, sometimes dun even noe wat my notes is toking about lo. Conflicts, diplomacy, industrial development. Wahaha lots of things to memorize, but nvm i love social studies~ dunno how come~!!=p
 
2day another week where music will fill our hearts and touch our lives. This time will be a different chart le, lots of songs had improved tremendously and some may even fall like S!@#..well here goes~
 
~~~~STAN"S HITLIST~~~~
1. The Reason- Hoobastank
2. Let's Get Retarded- Black Eyed Peas
3. Seven Nation Army- The White Stripes
4. Are You Gonna Be My Girl- Jet
5. Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu- Ocean Ou De Yang
6. Breaking The Habit- Linkin Park
7.  Fly Away- F.I.R ---> NEW~~!!
8. How Come- D12 ---> NEW~~!!
9. My Happy Ending- Avril Lavigne ---> NEW~~!!
10. Whenever You Go- The Calling ---> NEW~~!!
 
The Reason by Hoobastank has been a huge hit these days in my class and also local radios. Ocean is losing publicity le..Getting retarded bring the PEAS up to 2nd. Holding a girl in a 4th spot is a hard ass jet job. Send a seven nation army to take 3rd placing. Chee Seng is singing "Fly Away". How come u can get to the hitlist? So much for my happy ending huh? I'll go always go whenever U go..i promise~!

 
Thursday, July 29, 2004
  ][hAvInG a TiMe PrObLem][ DiEE LA~!!!! not enough time le. Hmm counting down to the 100th post in blog. I'm about half-way through le. Now actually studying for my social studies while updating this. So gan jiong~! Tml still got chemistry test~!! wah piang eh~!!! no time no time no time~!! haha juz wanna come here to update it. =p Nth much le bah~
Mood: Feeling disappointed with my brothers (wat r u all thinking? feel u all r heartless).

The Reason- Hoobastank
i'm not a perfect person.
there are many things i wish i didnt do
but i continue learning.
i never meant to do those things to you.
and so i have to say before i go,

that i just want you to know
i've found a reason for me,
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new,
and the reason is you
i'm sorry that i hurt,
its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through,
i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears,
 thats why i need you to hear

i'm not a perfect person,
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know
i've found a reason for me,
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new,
and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show
a side of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do,
and the reason is you
 
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
  ][tHe CoUnTiNg DoWn BeGiNs..tHe EnD Is NeArInG..][ Well...the countdown has begun, about less than 4 days to my social studies prelims. I think i'm really speechless at the moment, i'm confused over how am i going to accept this. This time, it is really happening at a fast rate. I dunno how, but there is onli one thing to do, study really damn hard for every test the teacher shall give us. This is to let us know how far and how much we've done for the past mid-year. Did we improve?did we regret the actions? Did we manage our time properly?? QUESTIONS AND QUESTIONS SURROUND MY HEAD WHENEVER I"M ALONE IN MY ROOM. This trauma is turning me crazy. This mayhem is not a lucid dream, this is reality. & this will be the time i live through this moment of truth. I really didn't knew all these time would come, i was living in a world where times doesnt exist.

Hmm, i really wanna keep one thing in my mind, as long as u studied hard for it. The results will come out well. And i believed i can accomplish this. HAiz..this comes with hard work. *positive thinking= its juz a few more weeks and the rest is the best ever holidays i'll evere have. (MPD taking effect).

More about 2day..was playing soccer with 3a...=p...i think i dun really care about my injury le la. Anyway pain is a gd thing to me, it lets me know that i'm still living, coz when u r dead, u will feel no pain but eternal silence. Haha, was hit by the ball kicked by chin jie 2day, haha dun care la~! was trying to release my anger on that match de, some tings crossed my mind. Final score, 3a-3, 4b-2. Was a bad match 2day, was raining, bad condition, gd coordination but the rain stopped us. Had to come back for tution, haiz..sianz arh~!! chinese~!!! If i can do well in the starting, y would i need chinese tution??? *regret,regret~!. Shall not make the same mistakes again lo...make sure this n'lvl will turn out well.

ANyway these few days, think the posting will be quite boring lor, all about n'lvl and prelims. The topic will be n'lvl,n'lvl,n;lvl. Wah piang eh~!! cannot stand it..haha. Nth much le bah~~!!

My Mood= currently confused and scared about the current affairs happening everyday and how time flies.
 
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
  ][wRaPpInG Up ThE gOoD TiMeS, A mAn BeYoNd ThE mytH][ ~~~STANS WRAPPING TUESDAY~~~
Topic came off the movie "big fish" i watched yesterday,
toks about how a person can tell a story which turns out to be true.
No one ever believes him as much as i hate to believe somebody.
My wound opened up again, blood fills the knee.
Think shall be missing out on my soccer actions already.
Mr Tan didn't appear 2day, P.E was fun.
Was challenging as we drew with class 3/5 at soccer.
Izuan had an hat-trick, wat is he? Louis Saha?(he looks like 1)
F&N was free, songs surrounded the atmospehere.
Evaluation was the task to do 2day, but..most didn't cared.
Had a huge challenge, i was chosen by ms rose to b a photographer.
It was taking pictures of the final dishes made by the gals.
If the photo somehow gets blurry, the gals will have to cook it again.
With great powers comes with great responsibility,
my powers were the camera.=p(spiderman)
Took all th photos and it was already 3, ms rose wasted my time.
F-U-S-S-Y was the word~
Had a confrontation, ended at around 4.
Soccer fever again~Forca Forca~~
Not much possesion these days, muz b due to the knee~
Anyway not much already, prelims reaching, heart pumping,
legs shaking.
Are You ready????
Take a deep breadth and inhale the smell of dirty books once again.
Peace~!! =p
 
Monday, July 26, 2004
  ][MoRe InJuRiEs YeT To CoMe, MaKe A wIsH][ Wahaha this is really another painful but yet fine day for me. Was playing street soccer, quite a tough match, me slided and landed with my left knee 1st. Allowing the wound that i got last chalet to open up again. It was bleeding profusely and it stained my whole pants. I was still fine and manage to kick the ball well, but ended up losing again. *Damn those malays~!.

Hmm..nothing much bah 2day, i'm about to countdown to the days where my prelims start le. This saturday will be my 1st prelims for the social studies. Wah piang, speaking of exams right? 2day the chinese oral sucks la for me. Lots of words i dunno, try reading over them, but there r juz too much le. =~~(..wanna cry le lor...feeling v depressed. I even got the wrong meaning when the examiner was asking a question. Wahaha den the examiner tok damn fast also. If it was english i think it will be better. Den i like had little bit to say onli..die la~!! Wanna cry out loud le. Anyway tml will be the 1st 10 person in my f&n group up for their practical exams le...hope u all will score well with flying colours juz like the amount of colours u all gonna add into ur food.=p

Watched Big Fish not long ago after my math homework, wahahah was such a great show..10/10 la~!! Wahaha i really love everything, shall feature it on the next week battle of the movies. Watch it to believe it bah~.

~~~~Stan;S Cd Of The Week~~~~
This week shall feature a cd called "933 ying yue ru ji", it is a great cd, it tells us all the story submitted by us, singaporeans. Toking about their loved ones, how they encountered and how they lost them. Soothing music will heal ur mind from a hard days work. Inhale the freshness and touching stories the ppl have to tell. The background music and the story have a great coordination. It will even allow a person like me..to cry out loud. Coz when u try to remember about the past along with those musics, u will feel that u will be lucky and fortunate to have friends around you. This is a cd, quite long le, but out in 2 parts. Buy any one of them and try it out. This cannot be downloaded through internet wor~(i think).. Muz try it to believe it.~
 
Sunday, July 25, 2004
 
Ok my final pic for this flashback~ haha same gang again~!! at the sky garden, the person whu took this picture wanna take another one, so pose again la~!! haha *dun mind~ Posted by Hello 
 
Make a wish and may it comes true~!! Make another wish and hope there is more pic..=p..yep~!! one more to go!~!! Posted by Hello 
 
Group foto at the sky garden~ actually i love this pic alot~!! Coz everybody is smiling...(@.@) at gerald~~GERALD~~!!!!!!! NV SMILE~!!!! hahahaha..Wesley, Gerald, Clarence, June, Liyan, Melvin, Chan Meng and me. Posted by Hello 
 
Wesley and June, joining hands 2gether, Ok shall give this a great score for the smiles also..hahaha. More pics to come. Posted by Hello 
 
Hmm..i dun really smile..and my left eyebrow is always up when the foto is taken..strange? let it be~~haha Me and June~Am i botha that time? haha Posted by Hello 
 
Smash The head down to the cake man~!! wahaha, actually nv happen, but at last it also happen~Feeling messy? dun worry, tissues are there.~=p Melvin with June. Posted by Hello 
 
Chan Meng with June, hmmm..shall give this pic a picture perfect for their smile~~=p..Its kinda true coz both smile very Can Lan. Posted by Hello 
 
Introducing......*drum rolls...the cake of the century~ Brought to u by the sponsers of LooHo Pte Ltd...Gerald and June~ Hahaha..The cake melts in ur mouth juz like sugar in ur tea.~HmmUmm*Delicio0us Posted by Hello 
 
Liyan and June~ Had a picture with a cake. Looks ok? hmm..will be without the plastic box bah~=p Posted by Hello 
  ][iNjuRiEs HiT mE dAy By dAy, BuT I'm sTiLl FiNe][ Pengz arh~! haha day by day past, the more injury i have on my body. Since young already had these scars already. When i was young, i was wrestled by my brothers, hit on the head onto the edge of the bed for many times. HAha, den during sec2, was playing wrestling in class, suddenly hit on the edge of the table with my eye. Got a scar on the top of my left eye. Whoohoo~! haha i got a scar~! Hmm..call me crazy but i feel lucky surviving from all these accidents and manage to live my everyday normally again. Haha had a huge cut near my chin while shaving 2day, was bleeding. Haha damn funny, me go apply aftershave on the wound, and it was burning with heat. I felt kinda stupid doing that~=p

2day had life-saving again..haha went to play pool with swimmers inc. Den wei zhen, sally and jocelyn tag along, they wanted to go for swimming too. Swimming suddenly turned out damn tiring 2day, haha muz b the swimming bah~ 2day swam about 8 rounds and had to tow gerald back twice without changing. Hmm ate dinner at s11 and reached home damn late. Wah piang..*feeling guilty. Heng~ my parents are understanding.*thanks

Haha nth much 2day la, me mixed up my flashback with the movies column, ytd suppose to be flashback de, but nvm la~ juz update lor. 2day's flashback will feature a person whu is my classmate last year. Hmm..feel proud being her friend coz its like very coincedence, her sister and my brother know each other, and i know her too. Its such a small world right? haha..Make a guess? Hmm..tanned,love vball and hardworking(ok shall stop praising le..=p). *drum rolls~~Yea~!! June Ho Yu Shan. Made it here already. Feel happy? Shall be when this flashback is on ur b'day.

               ~~~~~~][StAn'S FlAsHbAcK][~~~~~~~
Starting theme*Many happy returns...many happy returns, many happy returns. June this is the onli time u will know wat actually happen*flash*

Hmm..it started on the 25/6/2004. I think it was the last week for our june holidays and her birthday was arriving. Everybody was thinking, when to celebrate? Her b'day fall on a sunday, the next day is sch leh~~*sianz 1/2...haha no offence. So made it on this particular friday. Well met up with melvin, clarence, scott, chan meng and gerald 1st den was on our way to suntec city. Got a fossil watch for her brthday. Was scratching our head which model u like..haha even the packaging need to think real hard wor~!

Reach suntec~ den ate our lunch, haha went to marina square and played a ball sport, it requires poking, yea~! pool~!! haha (kinda crazy~ yea u should noe how a 15 year old would feel when he or she birthday had past). Played alot of games, den it was around 4 plus.

*flash* When we were walking back to suntec, melvin, wesley and me ran out of the group and had a massive run to a place where it sells cake. Got a cake and ran to the sky garden and manage to prepared it on time. Surprise surprise~~! Had it on a sky garden, was quite ok actually, coz wanna have it on the open space, but ended up in a quite heaty place. Chan Meng and I was like sweating like !#$#..haha.

After that, was like going our seperate ways le, sch starting on monday lei~ haha so sianz..but shall not b so bad mood, somebody else birthday lei~ cannot spoil mood. Hmm anyway 16 years old is a great age to be in.
16 years old refers to the opening of pool and NC-16 movies. It is also an age where more and more heavy responsibility is hand over to u. It is an age where u have to make ur own decision and find out ur future ambition. Find a route to a career and work hard for it, as one's future is decided on N' or O' Level. It also doesn't end here, more and more studies awaits u. U r already 3/4 there, dun give up~ Shall end this suberb flashback with lots of pictures taken there.

 
 
This is a short adaptation from the movie Vanilla Sky..i hope this piece of lucid dream will inspire all of u..with my desires and hardwork. Evryday is a lucid dream to me, it brings me joys and happiness now and den. I hope this will stay with me always.

Name:
Location: Singapore
Name:* Soh Chin Hwee a.k.a Stanley * Age: 16 in year 2004 * Birthday:16 September 1988 * School:YCK chapel kindergarden/AiTong School/Ang Mo Kio Secondary School. * Youngest in the family,4th brother.(yea laugh it out~) * Handphone model:7250 * Height:174 * Weight:64kg*
INTEREST
~ tOyS4LiFe ~ MTV ~ Black Eyed Peas ~ Red Hot Chilli Peppers ~ S.H.E ~ Jay Chou ~ Oakley products ~ Sony Cams ~ Hip-hop(learning) ~ Singing in the toilet ~ toilet reading ~ Proud Sponser of Gilette ~ Sports Galore ~
MOVIES TO WATCH
^ A Bug's LiFe ^ Toy StOrY 1 & 2 ^ League of extroadinary gentlemens ^ The Butterfly Effect ^ Big Fish ^ School Of Rock ^ Grease ^ Moulin Rouge ^ Vanilla Sky ^ The Last Samurai ^ Fight Club ^ Ocean Eleven ^ Nightmare On Elm Street 1-8 ^ Friday the 13th 1-10 ^ Freddy VS Jason ^ Childs Play 1-?? ^ Scream 1-3 ^ Scary Movie 1-3 ^ Minority Report ^ Mission Impossible 1 & 2 ^ Infernal Affairs 1-3 ^ 8 Mile ^ Star Wars 1-6 ^ Lord Of The Rings 1-3 ^ Full Metal Jacket ^ Silence Of The Lambs ^ Red Dragon ^ Hannibal ^
LUCID DREAMS
1.Sony Digicam
2.Oakley sunglasses
3.Laptop
4.New pair of sports shoes
5.Watch
6.New pair of shoes
7.Grades below 5 at n'lvl
8.Grades below 10 at o'lvl
9.A toy store
10.Wishing for you
FLASHBACK
* Melvin Goh Wei Zhen * June Ho YuShan *
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